So What If You Can See The Darker Side Of Me?

Hey I'm Hez. I'm a vegitarian, I'm a pessamist, I'm an atheist, I'm a dreamer, I love writing and singing ( though not good at either of them) I love rock music, fantasy, crime, and dark romance books, and manga. Want to know anything about me then ask. I'm a little strange and a little wild. For all the acting like I'm tough I'm a hopeless romantic. . I like being clean. Manchester U.K. I have the most amazing friends in the world and I'll love them all forever. I've done things I'm not proud of, made my mistakes but I'd never twist my words to hurt someone unless they deserve it, and I don't unless I can possibly help it lie.

Wow

I thought you were nice and I’ve found out you’ve been bitching about me to people I thought liked me over a game. You’ve succeeded in making both one of my best friends and me cry in the same fucking night. Don’t say I ‘need my hand holding’ while playing so you wont play with me, cause guess what if you were that good at the game then it wouldn’t matter if I wasn’t amazing but you’re not even good, I get THE SAME as you. Yet you have the audacity to sit and say how bad I am. Well don’t worry, I have actual friends who talk to me because they like me and not out of necessity, I’ll game with them instead, and you know what it’ll be a hell of a lot more fun than playing with someone who takes a GAME that seriously. OH and I’m sorry you find it terribly offensive that my BOYFRIEND was upset about the way you talk about me. He hasn’t made this in to conflict YOU have by not saying it to my face. I wont trouble you again with my terrible game play. Oh and if you had a shred of sanity you’d realize what an amazing someone you have and treat her as well she she deserves.  

Couldn’t resist

Couldn’t resist

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timeforanewme2012:

this is so relevant right now. 

timeforanewme2012:

this is so relevant right now. 

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I hate anger

and fights, and pain, and that hes gone… I want to say sorry and goodbye but I cant and this pain just creeps up every night. and I cant deal with pathetic fights over pathetic things cause of our damn pride, I cant worry about loosing you while I’m grieving and trying to take care of a family in shock. I don’t even care what the fight was about, i’ll admit i was wrong for an apology in return… but i’ll never get that. 

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